PAIN

ERGO

Arkodyuti Saha

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Were you actually that charming?

Or was it the way I saw you?

Days and nights are passing by,

But why aren’t your thoughts???

There are thousands of people in this world,

Or even more…

Then why are my thoughts just stuck at you?

May be it is because it was stupid of me to dream about you…

May be because my dreams and my expectations are just not leaving me…

The way you left me…

All these times alone, I thought I was regaining control…

I thought that forgetting you was becoming easier…

And a few days, I DID think less about you.

But then again you come with a big bang

No, No…. not back to me in real ….just in my dreams!

Into my mind, into my heart

And into everything I do.

May be I don’t just love you

May be it…

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Watermelon :)

So,
I came up with this philosophy when last night I was eating the red juicy,super sweet…watermelon and was damn pissed by the seeds..which where just interrupting my enjoyment…so,the philosophy goes like dis..

“The Black Seeds in the piece of Watermelon resemble the unwanted people in our life so you should try to remove them before you actually eat and enjoy the sweetness and flavor of your life ,i.e. the watermelon piece. But then still some hidden black seeds come and disturb us from enjoying so either remove them off in the start with a pointed fork ,or Bite them up.. 😛 because they are just hindrances to the very delicious taste.. But,if you get them while eating,just don get pissed like me because they gave you a small break from relishing its taste and you can start again to savor the taste 😀 Simply, Just like the bad people help us in making realize the worth of Good people in our Lives :)”

——ARKODYUTI SAHA.

December 2k13

This year is on the verge of its end, but when i look back, trying to remember anything special or anything outstanding that occurred to me, i am blank, speechless… nothing as such. just a confused vision is all i see.
with every single minute, hour, day, month.. .. passing by, a regret.. i grief.. because i am hereby wasting the precious time that god has given me.. i am tired of just looking at people!! looking from my balcony, my window, my car, my school bus.. i no more wish to be an observer.
I feel there is life in me. Life in the sense- freshness, love, happiness, joy.. I just want this life to come out. I feel my every move is controlled. Controlled with a stick of consciousness, shyness, awkwardness.
i don’t know what creature was i in my last birth- perhaps a free bird.

for me freedom is not partying late night or doing something fishy. Freedom to me is doing something which my heart calls for. I want to listen to my heart.
I WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE ALIVE….

—ARKODYUTI SAHA

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                                                             PAIN 

Were you actually that charming?
Or was it the way I saw you?
Days and nights are passing by,
but why aren’t your thoughts???

There are thousands of people in this world,
or even more…
then why are my thoughts just stuck at you?

May be it is because it was stupid of me to dream about you…
May be because my dreams and my expectations are just not leaving me…
The way you left me…
All these times alone, I thought I was regaining control…

I thought that forgetting you was becoming easier…
And a few days, I DID think less about you.
But then again you come with a big bang
No No…. not back to me in real ….just in my dreams!
Into my mind, into my heart
and into everything I do.

May be I don’t just love you
May be it is that my dreams for you.
And my dreams with you
are just too sweet to let your thoughts go
May be I am not able to see their failure
the failure of my expectations
of my dreams.

Everything crashed all of a sudden
my world shattered
from bliss to amiss
all but in one second

I don’t know whether you know my condition
because could never know your situation.

Are you thinking the way I am?
Or are you thanking god for going away so far from me?

Like other father did you too consider me a phase?
Or have u a special surprise up for me..??
I don’t know…
but whatever this is
It really pains inside…

I want you back, yet I won’t be able to get back.
Because I want the person
whose name is now erased from the living humankind….

                                                                                                    
                                                                                                       —–ARKODYUTI SAHA.
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